The Weight of my Feminity

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Heavy is the weight of my femininity

Like a slave you try to shackle me with it

Bound me to your ideology of what it means to be a woman

Compare me to the first of my kind;

Because from your rib I supposedly came…so I owe you

 

Owe you my respect, even on your most undeserving of days

Owe you my virtue even though you are far from virtuous

Dare ‘I’ give ‘MYSELF' to too many I become unworthy

Dare I let myself dwelling in the depths of wanton lust, I am unclean

Because what is the desire of a woman in comparison to that of a man?

 

Here I stand, in this modern era, skimming numbers off my body count…why?

To please a society that couldn’t care less about me

To secure myself a good husband; that I really don’t need

To simply live a life where I am not judged because I dared to live

 

Heavy is the weight of my femininity,

But a weight I will bare until a change has come

And I will be that change I want to see in this world

You will come to know my name as you learn the true value of a woman

Aaliyah De Mendonca

(She/her) I am an introvert from the beautiful country of Guyana who finds peace and comfort in the embrace of literature. I relish in it’s diversity, loving the way I can be anything or anyone, appreciating the opportunity it allows me to vent, to dream, simply be transported to any world; real or imaginative. The greatest pleasure it brings me is the platform to share my experiences, share my thoughts and emotions and make a difference in the lives of so many.

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